I made an extravagant speech about going to the gym... and I have failed to actually get that sorted yet. I keep suddenly remembering when I'm at work or on the bus travelling to or from, then as quick as it appears, it's gone again and I'm powering through my next thought process.
The day job has been non-stop for the past couple of days, and then my day off yesterday - I'm normally fairly productive on days off - I wasn't, I stayed in my pj's all day until Sean said we were going out for an earlier dinner before he went to work, but I reverted as soon as we got back into the flat. I couldn't get the energy together to do anything that required any sort of mental capability.
I was thinking about time, how time flies to be more precise. Where I am in life, primarily career, the time it's taken me, the steps I've taken and what it's going to look like going forward. I've not really been thinking about houses atm because we're just not ready to move financially, but I have been thinking more about marriage and what that means. I was discussing in a general sense about marriage with my bff, especially as she is getting married next year and she went into squeal mode when I said I'd been considering it - for probably the first time in my life. There are huge aspects I'm not comfortable with, such as the whole event in terms of families, friends, guest list etc etc - but despite that I have an idea of what I'd like ring-wise, what I think I'd like dress-wise, what I'd like venue-wise etc. Pinterest weddings are great fun, you just get to go mad pinning things - probably not the most logical way but I get absorbed in Pinterest and find I've wasted half an hour (and half my battery life) clicking and pinning, scrolling and pinning.
I feel like I need a week to sleep - which is ridiculous because I'm not even sleeping in, if anything I seem to be sleeping less?! I think my sleeping pattern may be growing up and I do not like that, one little tiny bit. Plus the wasps keep coming in the open bedroom window in the mornings, so I spend 10-20 minutes killing them with Raid (which went up my nose this morning - not a pleasant smell or taste, less pleasant for the wasp obvs). Why are the wasps so big atm? I feel that's unnecessary. I cautiously watched the one this morning attempting to sting the window because it couldn't get out... nasty little buggers.
Btw, does anyone know how to make spray paint dry solidly without leaving a tacky residue? It is deeply infuriating me, especially as I can't find a good answer on the inter-web. I was thinking of using a talc powder or something to counteract the sticky but don't want to leave white flour residue either. Conundrums!